Saturday, November 03, 2007, Saturday, November 03, 2007
Reflection of oneself
Being in a relationship requires oneself to be willing to love and serve and yet maintain an attitude of love and humility at all times. Of course, no one will be able to do that every single time he/she is out with their loved ones isn't it? But to me, this is one key area of my life that I would want to improve on because I feel that it is part of the maturing process of an individual being in a relationship.
Many a times, it doesn't require much of myself when everything is going well; ie financial abundance, good health, close walk with God to be able to love dear to the best of my ability. However, the true test of one's character; to me is when things are NOT going well, am I still able to love her to the best of my ability or does my love become conditional or situational?
After 5 months of being in this relationship, I am truly blessed and happy because through her, I can see my true self in all situations; not pretencious or ideally idealistic but I can see the real Glenn through dearie. And every single time a fault is discovered, I would put in efforts to change and be a better lover and partner to dearie as well as a refined individual. I am not there yet but I am still trying to be better. :)
Dear, thank you so much for being so patient and accepting of me and my love. Thank you for your endless stream of encouraging words, expressions, gifts and time. You have been a God-sent to me and I thank God for sending you into my life!. :)
I aspire to be an individual who can truly know his self worth in Christ and be able to manifest the fruits of the spirit in me; ie patience, love, kindness, long suffering. And by becoming more Christ-like in my attitude towards all things, I hope that one day my family will be saved, dearie would be tremendously blessed through me and my good friends will all experience the love of God through my life. :)
As both dearie and myself go through this arise and build season once again, we firmly believe that it would be a season of never ending breakthroughs and overflowing abundance in our lives as well as our family members' lives!. We will never be able to outgive God and I know that truly eyes have not seen nor ear heard; the things that God is going to do in our lives!.
On this note; I just want to say that I love you dear v v much and I love my family too!
Cheerios!
Glenn