Monday, August 13, 2007, Monday, August 13, 2007
Been a long time...
Hey friends!
Its been almost 2 weeks since I last blogged and I am back!..hahahaha..been v busy lately...taking leave, enjoying life, patoh-ing, going gym, doing up the choir site and many many more stuff!..hahaha!..I am really v blessed through the past 2 months!...regained my focus personally and spiritually and I really want to make the last 4 months of this yr count!..hahaha..before ending it off with a big bang!..my birthday!..muHahahaha..I knw that someone has something awesome in store for me already..if you r reading this, just want to say THANK U FOR EVERYTHING! You are the best! :)
I love it when I experience His presence, peace and love whenever I pray and engage!. For the past 7 years, I have really been blessed and my life has been radically transformed for the better of course!. From a teenager with zero confidence, low self esteem, overweight and unfit to a fitter young adult with good self confidence and healthy self image, God is really good to me!. Just like what Pst Bernard preached over the weekend, we have to learn the art of contentment at times by looking at the various memorial stones that He had placed in our lives from time to time!. Simply because when you are contented within yourself, dis-satisfaction cannot enter into your life and hence it reduces the level of distraction in our lives caused by Mr S.A Tan!.
I want to learn how to be 100% contented with the blessings that God has poured forth into my life, continue to be faithful in handling and managing those blessings while expecting more blessings to come forth. It may sound v contradicting to you now, but basically to me, there are 2 types of dis-satisafaction; positive and negative dis-satisfaction.
What I am striving to learn is positive dis-satisfaction; which simply means to stand on His promises of provision towards our lives while learning to manage well the current blessings that we already have. Positive dis-satisfaction doesn't put a burden on you and you will not find yourself grumbling all the time. But instead, you will be totally focused on Him; the Provider more than being focus on the provision. It makes you strive to be more excellent in everything that you do and thus your attitude improves over time!.
Good and willing attitude -> Increased Responsiblity -> Generation of excellent results -> Promotion in life.
It all starts with a willing heart to want to have ownership.
The next 4 months till Dec is going to be exciting! and truly the end is better; in fact MUCH better than the beginning!.
And I am thankful to Him for you. I love you.