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I went to cellgroup last night, excited having a great testimony to share but I was jaded. But it's really a blessing to be able to attend and make it for cellgroup because its simply awesome! Glory to Glory, Strength to Strength!
As Evelyn gave a word of season during the cg, it really impacted me because its about Waiting upon Him and for Him to tell us when to move and where to head to next. As she was sharing the word, I teared because I know I am not fully obedient to Him in this area yet and have much more to improve. Really, its not about just being impacted and impressed, but how do we continue from there and how different do we live our lives?
Seriously, I have been trying but many times I feel like a total and complete failure in that sense. 2 different aspects of my life, 2 very constrasting results right now. For my career, I waited upon Him patiently, prayed for openings and it came! I mean if you have 3 different opportunities coming to you in less than 2 months, without you applying for any position in particular prior to that, it got to be His hand moving right?. In that sense, God came true for me because simply I waited upon Him.
For my emotional life, it has been ups and downs as usual and many a time, I meet different ones who I felt had the potential to go further than just friends and many times it didn't work out. From all the past experiences, I have learnt not to trust my own feelings because its so deceptive. In the past 2 months, I have learnt to take things slow and allow Him more room to move in this aspect of my life. But still, I feel that I have not waited enough upon Him.
I am still praying and waiting, praying and waiting, seeking and finding.
Because I know He has the best in store for me.
me
