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Wednesday, April 04, 2007, Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Today..my 190th post
Today has been a slow one. Been resting at home and recovering from a bad bout of flu that gave me body aches and running noses. :(
But in any case, feeling much better nw. So returning to work tommorow for 1 more day and its the end of the week again. Ha! Due to the Good Friday hols.
Been pondering on this phase "my life could be the only bible that people read" and thus was being motivated to perform a self evaluation of my performance at work and if I had shone for God through and through. My result?
Could have done better.
There are many things that I have missed out or forgot or could have done better at work and it all boils down to me not being professional enough. I guess this is the only thing that I would need to focus on and improve on because at the end of the day, my life could be the only bible that people read. Many a times, I will compare myself to my peers who are currently working and see if I am doing as well as they are. Of course not to compete against one another, but to check ourselves against others will also make us see the areas in our lives that we are lacking and underperforming.
In another 5 months time, my contract would end. Although I trust God will provide for me in time to come, but it doesn't mean that I can just sit around and do nothing to improve my performance. If I am running on 80% efficiency, I need to up to at least 90% in the last 5 months of my stint in PCM. So that at the end of the day when I leave, I know that I have done my best to the best of my ability.
The worst feeling is that when you know you have the potential to do much more, but yet you are not doing it.
On a personal front, everything is going well. Had a chat with my mom and I am so blessed to be able to share with her some of the basic concepts of Christianity and how my life had changed ever since I began my walk with Him 7 years ago. Sometimes, its not how much we can do or how well we do it but its about the very intention that we do something. Just like when I decided to sit down and share with my mom, I was determined not to allow other things on my mind or agenda to distract me from sharing effectively with her and by and by as time passes, it was soon 1 hour plus!. Truly His promises are Yes and Amen!
On a personal front, everything is going well. Had a chat with my mom and I am so blessed to be able to share with her some of the basic concepts of Christianity and how my life had changed ever since I began my walk with Him 7 years ago. Sometimes, its not how much we can do or how well we do it but its about the very intention that we do something. Just like when I decided to sit down and share with my mom, I was determined not to allow other things on my mind or agenda to distract me from sharing effectively with her and by and by as time passes, it was soon 1 hour plus!. Truly His promises are Yes and Amen!
Lastly before I end, just want to share a phase which I felt that its very meaningful:
God starts to move when you reached the end of yourself.
me
