Friday, April 20, 2007, Friday, April 20, 2007
My rantings...part 2
Who can understand how I really feel now?From the inner depths of my heart and soul.A longing that I want to quench,But its like a fire that cannot be put out.Its rages on but consumes part of my heart bit by bit.I know I am waiting for a cause, a word, a person.Maybe this is the so called training ground that people say.Yea, maybe I am just shallow. Unfocused. Stupid.So many times I have to be strong for the people around me.Used to be her.Then became the students I taught.But who was there for me?Who heard my cries and shouts in the silence of the night?Who saw my tears I shed on stage?Who collected the drips and drops of tears I shed?Only You understand Jesus.How it feels to be alone.I am surviving and prospering; only because You are in my life.Thank You for being with me. Thank You for seeing the potential in me.Thank You for using a base vessel to glorify Your name.Thank You Jesus.