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Monday, March 19, 2007, Monday, March 19, 2007
I dream...
Last weekend services was truly awesome and nothing else couldn't compare to what I experienced.
I went, served amid with a sense of fulfilling my duty but He never failed to understand what I am going through in my life even when everything else seems peaceful on the surface. And I teared whilst worship on Sunday. Many a times, my heart just seems to be hardened after working 5 days in a professional world where everybody seems so self sufficient. Thus, by the time I reach Friday, I would be exhausted. But I am determined to change all this. Because I believe that I can walk closer to Him daily and even though I will still fall at times, at least I know I tried.
The tragedy is there are people who live through life not knowing what they need to change.
I have learnt overtime that change doesn't effect overnight and thus certaintly not by just writing a blog entry on how I have experienced His blessings will mean anything significant.
Until people can see a change in me. Then I would consider that as progress.
Many things I want to blog. Many things I have opinions about. But only a few I will choose to elaborate because I need to prioritise. So for things that I have no control over, I will try not to blog and write about it. Because what can I do about it? If that is the decision that a person has chose, then to put it simply, the person would need to see to the end that that decision is a right one.
Pst Phil shared a verse in 2Kings about the Shumanite woman whose son died while in the field and what really impressed upon me was the level of optimism that she had because she not only confess once but twice positively that her son is alright and will be ok despite the fact that he is already dead and motionless!. Awesome isn't it?! Many times, we allow our situations to dictate how we feel and how we react such that we feel so lousy at the end of the day.
But our speech are the words that program our mind.
Program our minds with Faith, Love and Victories.
I am going to continue trusting in Him even though things aren't really happening now. Because I know He knows best and I know nothing. Yup nothing at all. A simple example; if you were to ask me 1 yr ago if I have considered working in a bank for the rest of my life, I would have given you a straight no but see what I am doing now?..haha..His thoughts are indeed higher than mine!
Thus, based on my past experiences with Him, I know that He will not fail me and on top of that, I know that He has the best reserved for me. Of course, to get the best, I must first be at my best. In every aspect of my life.
Saw a glimpse of my blessing last saturday and of course I am very excited of what is going to happen!.
Indeed, when you choose to put His house above yours, He will give your desires 1st priority.
Why settle for less?
me
