Thursday, October 12, 2006, Thursday, October 12, 2006
Close to my heart.
The articles that I write on my blog should be ones that are close to my heart and matters the most. They are the thoughts that I have always wanted to tell someone but didn't dare to. Recently, I have been listening to the children church's 'First' cd and there are 2 songs that have never failed to impact me everytime I listened to them.
The songs "First" and "Sherperd" always remind me of the goodness and the blessings that He has poured forth in my life. This year has not been a good year for me emotionally, at times I just felt like giving up, throwing in the towel and say goodbye to the spiritual family and friends of 6 years. At times where I am very discouraged and lost, His refreshments are always very timely and spot on. It either comes at the end of the week on a Saturday or when I least expected it to be. For the most part of the year, I found it very hard to trust Him for His provision for the relationship that I have been waiting for. Thus, many a times I made silly mistakes, did totally brainless things and said things that I should'nt have said. But yet He had never gave up on me. Never and will never be.
I will continue to stand upon His promise and end the year.
I will dwell in His house forever and forever more.
I miss you Jesus.