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Wednesday, March 01, 2006, Wednesday, March 01, 2006
My Decision
Today marks the first of many things personally for me.
Been quite some time since i last blogged..haha...main reason is that i couldn't find the consistency of thoughts to be consistent enough for me to write and complete one blog entry. Maybe its due to workload in school or some unsettled emotional problems.
Been quite some time since i last blogged..haha...main reason is that i couldn't find the consistency of thoughts to be consistent enough for me to write and complete one blog entry. Maybe its due to workload in school or some unsettled emotional problems.
The first i did today was to run with my colleague Shah after work today. We ran from my school premise to Tampines Safra..took around 26 mins in total to cover the distance. I seldom run with my colleagues in school because 1) it would be better to be able to run and bath at home 2) not used to it. But today, i managed to disperse all negative thoughts and went ahead with the jog. Made me feel very refreshed after the run!..
The second 'first' i did was to settle and lay the foundations for my future financially. As its rather personal, i would just say that the next 5 - 30 years should be well taken care off already!..haha..of course must keep praying that my storehouse will be blessed continually by God and keep overflowing with abundance.
The last 'first' i did was to keep track of my progress of emotional recovery and concluded that another 4 months or so would do me no harm but rather it would be a time where I can be more focused on not Just my work, but also on this area of my life. My personal stand is as a guy of 24 years old, sometimes you feel neither here nor there in terms of your emotions. Why?
Sometimes you feel you are OK alone. But at times, you feel you need to have the SPECIAL ONE in your life for you to love and care for. Yes, in short its a dilemma. After taking a long walk back home on purpose, i decided that i will know and be clear when i would ready for the last relationship of my life and till then, i will also inform my leaders and related people.
For some people, maybe success in life means to be able to acheive more in life, be successful, be a cgl or ministry head. But for me, success in life means to be able to live each day to the max (which i am still trying to do), be financially stable and viable, be spiritual and having a close walk with God. It also includes having a lovely and beautiful wife to love, care and hug and lovely kids to surround you (asking you to buy ice-cream) whenever you visit Macdonalds.
Haha! Thats what it means to be successful for me.
So right now, i will constantly remind myself that this is FOUNDATION-LAYING stage. Once the foundation is laid properly, then i will design the asthetics and interior decor of the building; my life in future.
Thanks for reading my blog. God bless!
me
