Thursday, June 16, 2005, Thursday, June 16, 2005
Initial Feelings...
morning guys...
feeling good and fresh this morning so decided to blog here..hahah...hmm..the past few days has been pretty normal for me...nothing much...still working and studying at the same time...doing my projects..school work and stuff...but had a magical experience last night..hahaha...what is it you might be wondering?
well, last night after a long day in school and attending my night classes, decided to go for supper with dearie, driving my dad's car as the main form of transportation..well...always liked to bring my dar around...sitting with her in the car..talking and chatting with class 95 fm on..all the love songs playing at night..cool weather...strong aircon..and thus 2 sniffing noses!..hahha..(both of us r down with slight flu u see)..hahaha..."good" things comes in pairs!..haha
of course, its better to walk and stroll but in the local context and weather..tends to be quite humid and warm...even at night yea..so prefer to drive around..so we drove to places like macpherson...then city hall, east coast parkway, katong and looked at the houses there..wow..i tell you..they r simply awesomely HUGE!..haha..can almost imagine myself living there with honz...together with our kids and pref a dog!..hahaha...taking the dog out for a stroll in the future and going to church on weekends for svc with our kids!..hahah..well, if you can see it, you WILL HAVE IT!
haha...hmm...not feeling so stressed up anymore..juz felt that i need to juz get about and start managing my work and life well so that it doesn't overwhelm me anymore..simply dislike the feeling of 'sinking' and going under a situation..doesn't feel good at all..
i juz loved the company of dearie..although we 'complain' a lot..hahaha..but really treasure the times when we have heart to heart talk...sharing about the problems we face..the issues in our lives..and giving advice to one another..praying together..seeking His face together as a couple..
hmm..its really amazing i tell you..when i come to think of it..after all that we had been through in the past 2 years & 4 months..its really amazing...God is truly awesome and incredible!
defintely, we have our own differences and issues to settle too..every couple do have their own problems right?..the only difference is how we look at it..whether we think the problem can be solved or not..hmm..this weekend dar is going to be rehearsing for her upcoming film project with her lecturer so i guess would be staying at home..doing my stuff and all..
school is restarting soon!..wow..1 month of holidays juz passed like that..so fast sia..i tell you..hahaha...still have so many things not done yet..but i will still try to be 'ZAI'..(firm and unwavering)
everything in life must be balanced...work and play..
to end off, juz want to leave you with a quote..by moi...
Future means the things that has yet to happen, the blessings that have yet to unfold, the people whom we have yet to meet, the promises we have yet to make, the destinies we have yet to fulfil
Yet, in Him all is planned and thought of already.
God bless u. T.C. i love you honz..