Friday, June 03, 2005, Friday, June 03, 2005
Faith
faith is the substance of things hoped for, substance of the things unseen. I've been having a few tiring days this week, busy with projects, school work where i am working on the flash website for the HP Init competition, seems like i am getting lost in all these things that i am doing right now, right here. Sometimes, when u love your job so much, everything u do must be perfect, and thus as you purse excellence and perfection, you lost track of everything else you are doing too..
this is so dangerous...i call it job addiction. Didn't really sleep much the past few days, yesterday when i was on my way home, had this really bad headache, went home to sleep and rested..think i am too stressed up..sigh..i love my job, but i pray that God give me the wisdom to be able to manage and keep the workload under my foot, and not let it overwhelm me.
this past week, my faith level is rather weak..been praying and seeking God as always but seems like my mind is always filled with work, studies, finances...oh man..burdens upon burdens..will be going for cg tonite and the truth is i can't wait to get into the presence of God, scream and weep in front of Him again..i want to find back my first love, Jesus Christ.
I want to touch Him, talk to Him again. Can't wait for cg tonite.
Well, good news is that my dearie PASSED her driving!..haha..wow wow..cool, now both of us can drive and the next logical step would be to get a car..will pray hard that i can SOON get one too!..so happy for her...i love her and miss her lots!..its really been her constant phone calls, hugs, prayers that kept me going..lurve ya dear!
going back to my work again..thank God today is friday. I need a break. Out.