Thursday, March 10, 2005, Thursday, March 10, 2005
Love
Love is an feeling that cannot be described. It can only be seen through a person's actions and the recieving person's reaction.
Everytime when you do something for that very special someone in your life, do you expect a reaction in return or even if there is none, it will be fine with you.
This is the way that our Abba Father loves us in Heaven. Even during the times we reject His counsel and advice, He will still wait for us. Patiently. Sometimes, its so hard for us, mortals to love fellow mortals the way God loves us. Don't you think so?
Fear of rejection. Dissapointment will constantly be in our 'wise' calculations before an action. Thus, our actions are always measured. Safe actions. Guranteed Results.
I've been teaching in Damai Sec for almost 3 months now. I've been trying hard to love and encourage my students whenever i can in class. Some accepted and opened up. Some remain as close up as North Korea could be.
Yesterday. I was encouraged. A group of students in one of my Normal Academic class was putting in so much effort doing the bookmark that I've tasked them to do. As I stood in a corner observing their very actions, I am pleased and touched.
Yes. Their work might not be the best to others. But to me, from a group of rowdy, talkative students to one that is observant to colours and details, I am touched.
Though the last few days was tiring for me, with all the late practices in church for Pst Benny Hin's conference this weekend, I am glad that He was with me all the time.
"God is good all the time; all the time God is good"
I just want to take this time to thank my darling, Tisha for being with me throughout my lowest points of my life in the past, the times when you spend time listening to me when I am breaking down. The times you put ur arm around me and comforted me. The times you lend me your shoulder to lie on.
I love you to bits my love, my all!
This is not weakness. This is how people should be. Offering comfort and counsel when you are strong. Seeking refuge when you are weak.
Lets continue to run this race with faith and His strength.
As a Christian, giving up IS not Plan B. God bless you.