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Sunday, March 20, 2005, Sunday, March 20, 2005
GOD Revealed.
this past week has been really tremendous for me...really wanna take this chance to thank God for all His strength, wisdom and His presence that He has provided. If not, i might not even have this strength to type this blog right now..haha...why is this so? Well, although its the school holidays the past week, i've been conducting extra training sessions for video, digital art and web design and development...juz seems the whole week have flew right past me again..haha..time always seems to pass by so so fast ya?...only during p/w, that i feel that time has come to a standstill.
i'm sure all the team c choir members would agree with me that His presence yesterday night was so strong and tangible, juz felt as though He was pouring down like a continuous stream of water from Heaven. So refreshing. So revelaing to be in His presence. PRAISE THE LORD!
Truly, its a great privilege to be serving God as a levite!
With great privilege comes great responsiblity. Responsibility for your personal life, both spiritual and natural life to handle it the best we know how. Without managing your personal life properly, you will always find it hard, disturbing to keep smiling and praising God in front of the congregation week in week out.
I wavered in the past week. Wavered between thoughts in my mind. Felt discouraged and left out during certain times of the week, felt as though even my own cgm doesn't even care about me anymore because they could even spell my name wrongly. FYI, its 'glenn' not 'gleen'. I felt that there is so much that i can do, but yet there is always a lid above me, covering me beneath so tightly that i couldn't even catch a glimpse of what is above.
Your choice today determines your destiny tommorrow.
Everyday as i make my way home on the bus, i would constantly be so tired and washed out physically and mentally that i would just take a nap on the bus. But what i need deep down was not just a nap, i needed a spiritual slap on my face by God to wake up! Strong words. But its the truth.
6 years of being a christian and where am i now? What am i really doing for God? Why am i always so afraid to reach out to my friends? Why am i always reaching out to the same old friends who constantly rejected me? I felt as though i needed a change in direction, a renewed rush in my spiritual engine because if i do not pursue that, the end would be self-destruction.
I love singing in the choir weekly because as long as one person in the congregation starts to respond and start clapping or jumping, to me, its like the greatest encouragement u can ever get while on stage. :) However, far above and beyond that, i know that God knows, there are so much more I could do for Him.
On Friday, when i attended cg, God spoke to me during worship time. He said "Glenn, do not waver". "Do not waver". It was as though solid concrete has been poured into a foundation that was soon collasping already. Wow! One word from God is better than anything in the world! Praise God for His presence!
Yesterday night during svc, during worship time again, God spoke and said "Glenn, keep seeking and believing in me, and you shall be blessed". More often than not, we tend to look into our wallets and complain; why are we always in lack?...but i really believe its our lifestyle that has the problem. Indiscipline in spending away our allowances.
We don't have to be stingy, scrapping the bottom of the ricebowl everytime. We just need to give God our best in finances and be disciplined in managing the rest!
2 revelations in a week has really given me a booster spritually! As the new week beckons, there would be more challenges in life that we have to face yet again. As Easter approach, lets reach out to the harvest and bring them in this weekend Amen?
Amen? Juz want to shout out to all my loved ones; my parents, my dearie & my friends, thanks for all that you have done for me! God bless ya and have a great week!
me
