Tuesday, March 29, 2005, Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Decision.
Dear friends,
i have reached a couple of decisions about matters in my life that i would like to share with you today.
1) I have decided to honour God and all the people He has placed in my life. Gone are the days where I will practise favouritism and only be with the people I feel comfortable with. I want to honour ALL people that is in my life now.
Be there for them. Love them as a friend!
2) I have decided to love my parents, siblings and my treasured one with all my heart and my soul! Last week, after my mum and sister attended the Easter svc at SIS, they were greatly touched and moved by the tangible presence of God that when people gave their healing testimonies, i could see that they were not only moved, but their heart was touched! Praise the Lord!
I don't want to waste a single minute of my life, pursuing things that will eventually fade away.
3) I have decided to apologise to the people that I've hurt in my life before. Been thinking about this for quite sometime, esp after the incident that happen last week in class between me and a student (pls refer to prev blog), have always been thinking that I am right and he is wrong. However, after some counsel by Cuiqi, i felt that if i were him, i would be very hurt too.
I have decided to say 'Sorry' to him in front of the whole class this coming wed. Pls pray for His presence to fill the room and courage to rise up within me ya? Tks!
Just to sidetrack, I have also discovered that more often than not, times when we sinned, its NOT because we don't know God doesn't like it and we sinned. Its because of the rebellious and adamic nature in us that always tends to rebel and rebel!
How to stop sinning and cut away the fleshy part in us? Love God even more! Read more of His word and most importantly, immerse yourself in His presence.
Was singing today as I made my way to school.."Halleujah...Halleujah...Halleujah"..haha..simple hymn but everything i sing this song..juz feel as though His presence immediately falls and surrounds me!..wow..i lurve God so much..never will He ever dissapoint..never will He ever ignore...Awesome Jesus! He then told me, walk towards this bus stop and the bus will come..haha..for those of you who have never been to my place..my house is in the middle of 2 bus stops..so i walked towards that bus stop and true enough, the moment i reached, bus 81 came! Praise the Lord!
as i end this blog entry..lets sing "Halleujah...Halleujah..." May God bless you!