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Saturday, December 18, 2004, Saturday, December 18, 2004
My New Perspective.
I was walking home after having sup with my dear juz now when God suddenly gave me a revelation.
He said "Glenn, your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit right?"
I answered in spirit "Yes it is"
He asked again "Is it? Are you sure?"
I begin to look into my life, as i am walking..
suddenly, i realise..not it is not at all..i am still struggling with eczema...frustration of whom i am now..often feeling inadequate..not being comfortable with myself...i began to ask myself, do i want to be a clean, shiny temple or a broken down one with cob webs?
A person who attends church doesn't mean he is changed. Well, that is who i've been for the past 4 yrs of my life. Small changes to my character, lifestyle, stronger conviction in some areas..but always short of 100% change. 360 degree revolution. I am tired, sick of my old self..always struggling in the same old areas of my life..always hiding in the shadows of others..i am tired, frustrated..but thank God for His revelation...
I aspire to be a different Glenn. One that leaves a legacy in his life. not a pack of lies. One that is so prosperous that he could finance a single mission outreach campaign..One that says and do what he promises. One that is totally comfortable of whom he really is.
Because when all fades away, when we are stripped to our very naked body, standing in front of God, what would He say? I want to be able to enter Heaven, making the narrow way a BROAD one in my case. I want to get people saved..my parents, siblings..sick and tired of all the idols statues in my home that i just want to throw all of them into the rubbish bin.
I am just simply sick, tired, exhausted from fighting against my flesh. I desire to be discipled. The stronger, the better. I need His strength more than ever..His presence wherever i go.
Right now, at 22 yrs old. I want to be the BEST i can be. Own things that would be the world stand in awe so that His name could be glorified to the max!
I want to be a strong steward of God's blessings on earth, a redistributor if you like it..I hate my old perveted self. Always so obessed with what i can gain, get.
Why must we fight? Why can't the terrorists juz wake up from their ideally wrong ideals? Why must we fight when we can all go to God and be successful?
My resolution for 2005..
1) To be financially free & stable
2) To be able to worship and enjoy His companionship wherever i go.
3) To dream and be what I dream
4) To make other people's dreams come true by becoming a teacher.
5) Not to be restricted by what people say. I am tired of that.
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So if you r thinking of something to say to restrict me, just SHUT UP!
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6) Be like King David, a man after God's own heart
I want to love, embrace life once again, with child like faith, unpolluted, uncorrupted..i love God and i love everyone that comes into my life. I promise.
I just want to be totally myself. Unpretentious. Un-Faking. Juz Glenn as God have created.
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