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Sunday, November 14, 2004, Sunday, November 14, 2004
reflections...
hey...its me again..right now as i'm writing this post, its singapore time 6.53pm...juz done up some parts of my programming project..not totally working yet...but i just told myself that "have faith in GOD!...surely this project is not too difficult for Him to solve right?"..hahahaha..for those who know me, i'm a person who is NOT good in programming..really..i admit it..just by looking at all the mind boggling codes will send my eyes to "hibernate" mode..hahaha...anyway, just want to share with what i have taken away with me from last night's service at SIS...
truely, what is our calling?...the very reason why i came to church after being invited there the 1st time by cuiqi was really an spritual encounter with God on bus 51 where He told me "Glenn, I want you to sing for Me"...my initial thoughts then "God, you must be kidding..me singing?..." right now looking back, i can see how He had and will continue to bless me with grace and strength to fulfil my calling in Him..last night during svc, as Pastor Ulf Ekman was conducting the alter call, God spoke to me in a small still voice and said "Glenn, I want you to be a leader.." immediately my mind flashed back to one of the choir practices just last month where He spoke to me saying "Glenn, are you ready to be a backup vocalist?"...my response then was non stop proclaimation of "YES GOD!".."I am ready!"...but of course, being a leader requires much testing and moulding..and as i've realised through the years, sometimes moulding doesn't come the way you like it to be..hahaha...
the Bible says that God has placed eternity in our hearts so that we will not know what He is going to do in our lives from the start to the end...how true is that...God is truely the Ultimate designer man...sometimes during weekends, when i sing, i often looked at the pastors at the front, the church workers...the way they carry themselves and i wonder...how did they used to be like?..hahaha..but one thing for sure that i know is that God is STILL moulding..STILL buring...STILL shaping our lives to be what He wants us to be...Strong, Spritual and Fruitful!....
recently, because of my project, my work...really feel quite tired sometimes...quieten down a lot..if you've noticed..and sometimes just feel that why is it that my stuff just can't seem to finish?...so sometimes i will get hot tempered...angry with myself because i simply cannot finish ALL my work...frustrating man...and with tiredness, comes the temptation to sin..you can never deny the presence of sin..but we can learn to look away from it Amen?..so if you're reading this now, do keep me in ur prayers...thx lots!
well well, just seem to 'poured' out my heart onto this poor blog..hahaha...as for you, have a great holiday tom!...take care and God bless ya!
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